格子的天空

Lab

2011-02-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

Finally, I am going to start my lab very soon. Actually I am so excited but kind of worried too because I might spoil the experiment results due to lack of knowledge. But I am still looking forward to it and I believe I can make it. Gambateh!!

金典回顾

2010-12-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

最近，我迷上了林青霞的电影。我不断的搜寻她演过的电影，结果越看越过瘾，几乎把她的武打片都看的七七八八了，但我对她的爱情片倒是没兴趣。
武打片里的林青霞往往都能把角色演的很传神，该妖艳时，她比任何的女人还销魂，该有霸气时，她比任何的男人还要男人，是一个不管男人还是女人都会爱上的一个人。最具代表性的电影，莫过于笑傲江湖之东方不败风云再起，我可是看了至少三篇哪！！
哈哈，今晚肯定又要看她的电影了。。。

男人哭吧不是罪

2010-12-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

一直以来，我都认为男人都是爱面子，爱逞强的动物。有时，我也在想会不会有例外？不过，事实证明，是没有例外的。
我非常讨厌那些明明没有能力的男生，却爱充着很厉害那样，到头来把事情搞砸了。我并不歧视软弱的男生，因为每个人都一定的弱点。勇于承认自己的弱点，比那些爱逞强的勇敢多了，可又有几个男生做得到？尤其是在女生面前，简直是禁忌。
也许我是女生的关系，我从来都不否认自己的无能的一面。但男生也可以做到的，就像刘德华唱的那样“男人哭吧不是罪”。

holiday

2010-12-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

Finally!! the holiday start. This is the last holiday before I graduate, feel sooo.... reluctant. I went to Kuching last week. Oh well... nothing special there, as expected, if you insist, that would be Bako national park. OMG... the so called "waterfall" is like water fall from the water tap, really "WTF!!" we spend around 2 and half hour for trekking just to see the "water fall" from the water tap. Besides, the water is soo dirty that we can't even dare to wash our feet with the water, shit!!
Oh ya... I must mention about the famous bee hoon belacan. I almost vomit out the food I ate when I smelled it, too disgusting for me.
So far, I haven't plan for my holiday. These days, I grabbed my bro's PC to play game and force him to go sleeping or study. LOL... Looks bad but actually my intention is good, or else, he wouldn't think of study and I was too bored till I don't feel like online. In previous days, I was busy going out enjoy and seldom do my own businees. Now really need settle them, a huge "debt" for me but I feel very lazy to going out. sigh...
To all my friend: happy holiday!!

改变

2010-11-21T02:16:00.002+08:00

最近，我感觉到我的生活起了很大的变化。我开始对生活有了新的诠释，也许是因为我爱看书的关系吧，看到很有意思的文章，让我开窍了很多。
我发觉我成熟了，开始懂得要对自己的生命负责任。别人不关心你，你就要好好疼自己，不要让自己受委屈。不开心了，就要想办法逗自己开心，不要让别人左右自己的情绪。尽量培养良好的习惯，让自己活得更有尊严。
我知道我的家庭给不到我需要的。但，我已经长大了，生命不再是我父母亲的责任，而是我自己的。记得有那么一句话“小的时候，你的错都是父母的责任。长大的时候，你的错都是你自己的责任。” 但很遗憾地说，我做不到我家庭对我的期待，或许这是我的缺陷，我弥补不了，请原谅我。
其实我也知道自己不断的在改变，每当有聚会时，以前的朋友总是对我的改变大吃一惊。没办法啊，社会不断的在淘汰跟不上脚步的人，我能那么单调吗？哈哈。。。开玩笑的：P 人成熟了，自然就会改变了，没必要特地伪装自己。
很快地，要毕业了 T_T ，超不舍得地，但为了我的“钱途”，还是毕业吧。。。没必要跟钱过不去。哈哈。。。我承认我还是蛮现实地。（oops，被你们发现了）

lame club shirts

2010-07-22T01:32:00.003+08:00

Feel free to leave any comments. These are not the final design. I might upload more if I able to design more.

shirt 1

shirt 2

shirt 3

shirt 4

shirt 5

shirt 6

Somehow, I had gone wrong...

2010-05-08T01:38:00.002+08:00

These days, so much of undesired matters happened in a blow.

Somehow, it made me went wrong... Almost...

Frustated.................

梦想

2010-04-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

梦想，是不是因为遥不可及，才叫做“梦想”？
最近，我不断的想起深埋在心中的梦想。
我很想一一去实现它们，但，很无奈地，我背了太多的包袱。
诺不顾一切的去追求它们，我将要付出很大的代价。
就因为太了解自己的梦想，所以才显得那么的遥远。

我不但背了太多的包袱，还很懦弱，超没用地。
很多时候，遇到难题，都没能力去解决它。
长了那么大，都没有认真的思考自己的梦想。
这些日子，我真的是虚度了。

记得小时候，民都鲁来了一艘传道的邮轮，邮轮上有很多来自各国的自愿工作者随着邮轮漂泊。
就在那时，我的三姑就说了一句我忘不了的话：如果我年轻十岁，我一定也会参与他们。
我真的不希望，以后的我，也对我的侄女说同样的废话。
要么，就说"我曾经。。。"

最近
我深深的感觉到。。。
自己心中的梦想，渐渐的发芽了。
我在也按捺不住了！！

老天，给我勇气就好，
难题，留给我自己去解决吧！！

Somehow, I feel bored

2010-03-31T01:15:00.002+08:00

Finally, this is it, free week!!
But I feel really bored. I had finished 1 drama in 3 days.
Actually I got a lot of things to do, but I AM LAZY.....
AAAHHH.......... WAT SHOULD I DO????

回我妈的娘家

2010-02-24T16:27:00.002+08:00

一直以来，我都把去纳闽视为一件苦差。没办法，四面都是水，从飞机上望下去，一眼就看完了，非常的小。我又没车，那里又没电影院，商店的店面也小的可怜，跟本没得晃。

这次为了避难，又山长水远的去了一趟纳闽。我妈也不知何时变得这么有冒险精神，有飞机不坐。先是搭了两小时车到汶莱，接着等了四个钟头多，然后坐了一个半小时的快艇才到纳闽，结果我晕船了，一上岸就吐。各位，其实算到来，跟机票差不多，千万不要干傻事，弄得自己晕车又晕船。

这次回去，多事情都已改投画面。。。

先是我的阿公，高大的他竟然病得像非洲难民一样，除了上厕所，其余的时间都躺在床或懒椅上。也许是病了的关系，竟然看见我的阿姨们包括我妈和阿公谈天。我从来都没看过阿公和家里任何人说过话，就算有也是一两句而已。顺便一提，我阿公现在追着意难忘这部台语戏，还告诉我妈这部戏的剧情。

然后是我的舅舅，回去了那么多次，都看不到他出现在我面前超过一分钟。很难想象大家住在同一屋檐下，却没见面的那种情形吧。这次回去，他竟然会和我妈坐在一起吃饭，还聊天咧，也和我说了一些无关痛痒的话，真是奇迹。

接下来是我的表弟，他哦，十四岁了，变了声，还像个三岁小孩子。第一次见到他就见识了他的肮脏。那晚，他是刚从舞狮表演回来，脱了鞋和袜子，就走进房间。他的脚可是臭得可以杀死蟑螂，夸张到他走过的痕迹还残留着那股味道。我阿姨还告诉我，他昨晚表演回来没冲凉呢！！虽说，他才发育，思想不成熟，但不至于什么叫肮脏都不知道吧？真是的，连上个厕所也不关门，不拉水。他在家的时候一直盯着我的psp，算了，反正我回家也可以玩，就让他吧。

除此之外，我竟然看见了从来没见过的舅舅（另一个）。我每次问我妈到底她有多少个兄弟姐妹，她从来都没说出一个确实的数目。所以，时常会无缘无故冒出一个舅舅的感觉。那位舅舅竟然娶了和我妹年龄一样大的老婆。我阿姨们可是当没有这位嫂嫂的。

这次回去，我总算见识了福建人最传统的习俗--拜天公。还蛮讲究地。

虽然这次回去还蛮无聊地，但很吃惊他们的改变，变得比较像个家，希望他们每一个都可以平平安安的过日子。

A New Me

2010-02-15T00:09:00.006+08:00

Happy chinese new year, everyone!!
Yesterday, I had my family reunion dinner at my aunt's house.
It was a christmas dinner rather than a reunion dinner. Amen!!
Every year, I come for peace, but they just don't let go of me. Poor me...

Listen to me everyone...

I thought I have a peaceful life after the training.

But, I have a lot of work that make me exhausted.

I think,

my days will only begins after the chinese new year.

This year,

I had made some wishes.

I am pretty unlucky.

But,

I will try my best to overcome it.

Wish myself all the best.

Don't jealous to me so much...

Stories in Shin Yang

2010-01-18T21:40:00.002+08:00

Well... As you know, I'm doing my training in Shin Yang now. I'm going to tell what I had experienced in it.

First, my two seniors.
They are such a 38 person. Who take leave, when they take leave, the reasons they take leave (for marriage, balik kampung, for birthday....). Asked the seniors, they sure know the details. Besides that, who has boyfriend/girlfriend, who is married, who is single. They knew it.

For convenient to talk others affairs behind them, we gave them nicknames. Our manager is Ah Zhong, because he has Aron kwok's ealier ages hairstyle and give us a feel of onion. Then the supervisors... Su is Stress, because we always feels stress from her and her name has a "s" which has 3 in "stress". Yong is Nelson 2, they said he looks alike with Nelson. So he is no.2. Bel is "piao ge" or "Bel go". Sharizan will be the "tall man" (I believe you know why). And the newcomer, called baby, because she has baby face, very dependent to her parents and has "B" in her name.

Every Tuesday and Thursday is the day which we suffered the most because there is meeting. We need to tell our progress and what we had done. Tuesday sometimes are OK. The problem is Thursday, there are only two days between the meetings which sometimes not enough for us to do something else. So? we had nothing to tell during the meeting. That is the dilemma. We'll need to make some stories but it should be "true stories". How can we find that much of "true stories", in fact, we didn't do anything.

Ah Zhong is a very great person. He only brings a kettle of coffee and a cup during meeting. By just listening to your "full of chemical terms" speech, he knows what you are talking about. Don't ever try to fool him by speaking fast. He knows everything. I dare to say that he is the only one who know what you are talking about during meeting. Everyone wouldn't knew it.

My seniors like to whispering and talk fast. I seldom catch them and always coincidently ask "wat? wat? wat is it?" after they finished the stories, then, of course, they beh tahan me. So, they always let me sit between them to for my sake.

There were alot of stories I haven't tell. I don't think I can finish it here. lol...
I'm very glad to do my training with my seniors. They really help me alot and fun to be with them too. Thanks to them!!

请给我一些掌声

2010-01-17T01:57:00.003+08:00

我知道

我永远比别人矮一截

我不比别人聪明

也不比别人跑得快

我只是一个再平凡不过的人

但

请给我一点掌声

虽然矮

我可以跳得比别人高

虽然笨

我可以比别人拥有更高的成就

虽然慢

我可以跑得比别人远

哪怕就那么一点

给我一些掌声

谢谢

我想念爸爸

2010-01-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

我最爱的，是我爸，最畏惧的，也是我爸。

他很严格，只要一不听话，他就会变成可怕的怪物。而且他的脾气也非常的差，很容易就发怒。
虽然他重男轻女，但他还是最疼我的。

小时候，我一学会走路，就非常粘我爸。只要他一出门，我就是死也要跟去。我爸时常拿我没办法。一直到了上中学，我还是依然很爱跟着他，只是没那么执着。
记得我爸时常对我说，我是他的掌上明珠，是他的心肝宝贝。到了现在，每当想起我爸说的“掌上明珠”，我的心都会甜甜的。

每天早上，我爸都会很温柔的叫我起身，然后等我准备好，就会坐着他的老铁马，一起去吃早餐。眼睛不好的他，往往都会需要我在他耳边告诉他何时有车，何时没车。每一天，我们都去同一间咖啡店，喝同样的饮料，吃同样的食物。老板一见到我们，就自动把饮料送上。我的是柠檬茶冰，我爸受我的影响，他喝温的，我们都吃laksa，但它并不是每天都有，没有laksa的日子，我们吃豆腐杂。我爸怕我吃不饱，一直把好吃的往我的碗里放，我还要假装挑食，把食物放回他的碗。

每当我爸遇到朋友，他都会很自豪的说我长的很像他，遗传了他优良的特质。他不让别人欺负我，还告诉我：“如果你妈骂你，你就告诉我，我会骂回她，竟敢骂我的女儿。。。” 哈！我当然不会这么做啦。

周末的晚上，我会和我爸一起看很旧很旧的动作片，甚至WWF 啦，boxing什么的。还会一起讨论咧。

记得他去世的前几天，他称赞我很乖，知道我喜欢吃KFC，还说等他出院，会带我去吃KFC。只是，他再也没有出来了。

爸，你知道吗？我很想你。

不热爱生命？

2009-12-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

我是不是一个不热爱，不珍惜生命的人？

每天熬夜，尽吃些垃圾食物，健康常识，一概不知。
生病了，也很不愿意看医生，等它自己好。

做事很不负责任，也很自私。
只要没烧到我这里，一切与我无关。
常常缩头缩尾地。
遇到麻烦就关起门窗，设法盖过它。
没法解决？等它爆。
做任何事都没尽全力，得过且过就好。

我，是不是很失败？

currently

2009-12-14T19:04:00.004+08:00

CURRENTLY, I have my traninig in SHIN YANG. Left one more week, I'll officially annouce to all people that I had suffered for 1 MONTH!!
Every single days, I look at my watch and calender. Count the times and days frequently.
I snaked and day dreaming during working hours. I even think so many excuses to take leave and is in the progress.

Luckily I have 2 seniors there. They are quite funny. They talk about their fake love affair all the time. I ever thought some of the stories are true, so stupid.
They are very nice and so helpful. They invite me to go to pizza hut to celebrate that we had worked for 1 month but still in planning.

This year is not my year. I can't reach my expectation even I work so hard and even fall sick so many times. I hope next year which is my zodiac year can bring me luck. yeah, I want to buy TOTO next year.

Chinese New Year is around the corner, Boulevard is preparing for it now. Both my wicked sisters had got their new year attires--go hell. I feel so lazy to shop for my new year clothes.

Last week, I told my sister to buy Ninja Assasin or Saw but she refused and buy Carrier which is the most bored movie I ever watched--go hell.
Actually yesterday my sister and I should go to massage but her aunty visit came at the wrong time. So we decided to delay it to next week which is this week. THIS TIME MUST GO!!

我终于自由啦！！

2009-11-15T20:04:00.003+08:00

考咗咁多日既试，我要话比全世界听，我自由啦！！

开心d日子就系咁短，下個礼拜又要开始做野。我條命好辛苦啊！！

我妈成日话，要锁住個门口，如果夜返来既话，就要唔史入屋。但是，层晚既然無锁。突然之间觉地我妈好鬼感性。呢幾日仲买咗几粒苹果比我。我仲话我唔食indomie，要maggie 既assam laksa。今日，她就买咗五包比我。好开心XD

记得，上一次，我写广东文既blog系上一年。
当大家又見到呢篇广东文既blog，就知我又系幾咁無聊啦，比下面啦，無笑啦。

Cannon in D

2009-11-09T22:03:00.005+08:00

The rythm which I love the most most... in my life.
I put it as the alarm for my phone, so that I can wake up by listening that rythm.
I also put it as my ringtone, so that I can love all the people who called me. ^^
No matter what version...
I like it the most.

Classical version:

Rock version:

Remixed version:

piano version:

Different perspective

2009-11-07T19:28:00.008+08:00

Last time when I tidy up my room, I teared off the the mosquito-net from the frame of the window. I did it due to the clealiness and it is "out of service" because holes all over the nets. The original look should be like this:

After the net teared off:

Obviously looks more tidy and clean.lol...
My mom only realized the nets kena teared after weeks even though she entered my room so many times before realizing it.

Then she shout:

mom: AI SI AH??!! hi leh bang ki kolo liao?? (in hokkien)
要死啊？那个网去哪里了？
Want die ah? where did the net go?

me: “非常亲切的笑容” 不知道。(in Chinese)
*with a big smile* dunno??

mom: Ha mang kio lu bang lo lai?? ka dan lu bun bang chua si ah!!!
谁叫你把网拔下来？等下你被蚊子叮死啊！！
Who ask you to teared it off? later you will bite by the mosquito till death!!

me: 那张网到处都是洞，有没有在都没分别。
There were holes all over the nets. There is no different whether it exist or not.

mom: bo yiong eh zeh sei kia, ho eh mi kia tio tim tiao. bo yong eh ah siu ka kui chu!!
这个小孩子没有用地，有用的东西就丢掉，没有用的东西就收到整屋子。
This kid no use one, throw away all the useful things and keep the rubbish all over the house

When my aunt comes:

Aunt: why you didn't open the windows? so hot!! (in chinese)

me: *open window*

Aunt: ee? No net?

me: *smile again*

Aunt: It's a good idea to tear it off!! Very innovative!!

Oh well.... different people different perspective. What do you think? An innovative person? or boh yiong eh sei kia? haha....

shopping list

2009-11-05T02:50:00.003+08:00

Things that I want to buy or change soon:

1. shoes
2. trousers
3. T-shirt
4. bag
5. wallet
6. jacket
7. watch
8. laptop

KFC

2009-10-28T17:29:00.005+08:00

今天，刚睡醒的我饿得像只狼。

上了一下下的网，就骑着我的老铁马，到老街那边吃KFC。

一进去，很少人，感觉还不错，我讨厌多人的餐厅。

叫了我最爱的snack plate，选了风水位，洗了手，坐了下来，就用餐。

坐在我背后的两个小弟弟，不断述说着自己打机的威水史。

一个似乎有轻微弱智的员工，努力的工作，让别人认同自己。

一个戴墨镜很酷的uncle，走进来时，给予该员工一个亲切的微笑。

一个女孩，叫了一杯水，很勤劳的在读书。

一个妇女，叫了儿童套餐，不断的传简讯。

一个爸爸，带着他的女儿，两个很幸福的样子在用餐。

看来，今天的KFC，很不一样呢。

我想，我爱上它了，怎么办？

不正常的一家人

2009-10-21T03:00:00.004+08:00

曾经，我非常恨我妈怎么这么不懂得照顾及教育自己的孩子（从没想过自己是那么的早熟）。明明小的时候，大家都非常优秀，（或许，除了我吧）怎么长大了之后，总是吊车尾地。

长大了之后，思想成熟了，我开始发觉，我妈自己也都在一个非常封闭而且不正常的家庭长大，受的教育也不多，根本就不能期待她能像一般人那样，可以很正常的带大自己的孩子，只要她还在乎我们，那就够了。（如果你仔细的观察我妈，你就会发现她和其他的母亲真的很不一样，没骗你的）

我爱吃苹果但讨厌梨，我妈却不喜欢买苹果，反而喜欢买梨，并且硬逼我吃，我发誓她真的知道我喜欢苹果。别人的妈妈都鼓励自己的孩子参加课外活动，我妈希望这些无谓的能免则免。我要打球，她叫我要运动就在自己的家跑几圈，要不然就去屋外跑。别人的妈妈都会把家里打扫的干干净净，她却是家里最主要的垃圾制造者，试过稍微收拾，guess what？都被狠狠的修理一顿，因为收拾了，她找不到她要的东西，而且也把她所谓“有用”的东西丢了（根本就是你我都会百分百认为该丢的垃圾）。我姑姑还告诉过我，我妈在我们小的时候，喜欢乘我们上学的时候，把奇奇怪怪的符藏在我们的书架或是书里。

算了算，我从来都不期待她会变成正常人。既然我是受了教育的人，很多从我妈传下来错误的观念，都要在我这一代结束，我不打算改变我妈，至少，不要再让那些错误的观念，“荼毒”我们的下一代。（哈哈，好向很伟大的感觉）。因此，我开始收拾我的房间，很无奈地，我妹得到我妈的真传，房间怎么收都收不干净，但，我还是尽我的能力清理我的房间。不但如此，我还尽力的打扫和我有密切关系的地方和物品。比如，小蓝，楼梯，走廊，等等。其他的，就算了，嫌骂的少mei？至于信仰，除了拜祖先，还有偶尔到庙里拜拜以外，其他的，免了。

虽然我妈很不正常，但至少，她的不正常，很多时候都是为了我们好，只是，用错方法了，所以没有人领情，很不好的行为，因为真的很顶不顺。在此，还真的要请母亲大人多多包涵我迟来的叛逆期。

最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦～

2009-10-18T15:37:00.002+08:00

最近很烦燥，一起床，脾气都不好，超级气的，又不敢出去，怕没时间读书。
最近常下雨，想出去走走也不行，要不然每次都在半途中变成落汤鸡，又是湿淋淋的回家。
晚上想出去，又没地方去，也超危险的，而且晚风也很冷，吹得我发抖。
想看漫画，又怕漫画瘾发作，一看就要把整橱的漫画看完才罢休。
每一次读书，都读得很累，累了又不知道要干什么。

真的很烦，烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦..............

无言的结局

2009-10-18T01:33:00.007+08:00

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What happened today?

2009-10-15T17:59:00.002+08:00

Dear diary,

Today is my birthday, I woke up quite early today. It's around 11 am. After tidy up myself, I went out with my dearest bike.

First, I went to eat my favorite food, laksa. Actually, it isn't a right time for me to appear there because it's luch hour, so too many people squeeze into the cafe and I can't get any newspaper to read. So, I left once finish my food.

Then, while riding my bike,so suddenly, that I had made a wish, to watch 2 movies today. It's kind a waste, isn't it? Since normally we have only 3 wishes for birthday. Oh well, I don't want to make my life so complicated, simple suites me. I'm not going to tell all my wishes here although all of them are ordinary and simple. So, back to the movies. Both of them are quite new. The first movie is Surrogates. It is somehow disappointed me. I expect there would be alot of massive scene but not much of them. The second movie is Pandorum, it released today. I thought it is a horror movie but more to adventurous and science fiction. But both of them is above average for me, quite satisfied.

After that, I ever think of playing bowling. But it's quite late already. So, I went home, prepare for the dinner tonight. What very funny is, I was so insist to require crabs should appear on the table for dinner, and my sis was like =_=!!! lol...

Somehow, my behaviours made my friends worried. But that is my habit, I guess if you get used of it, you will understand. And, you know, I'm very busy, from what I stated above there. So, it isn't a right time to text me, very sorry for my irresponsive.

p/s My sis showed me that she wear B cup bra for dinner tonight. ^^

Greetings

2009-10-14T21:47:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I'm enjoy to ss especially when I am happy.

When I come back home the first thing I do is say "halo!!" to everyone in my sight including animals.

I used to greet the dogs, they always knew it, so each time I greet to them, they would swing their tail .

Besides dogs, I like to say hi miao mi to stray cats, fei hong and samseng. Sometimes they are like knowing I'm greeting to them and say meow to greet me too.

The funniest thing is I always shout " 嗨，大家好，我回来了!!!" to everyone once I step in the house, and acts like they are very excited to see me back, but in fact, they always ignore me and give me expression of =_=

自我介绍

2009-10-06T03:11:00.002+08:00

姓名：林淑娟

星座：天枰座

排行：第二

血型：A

身高：152cm

体重：45kg

绰号：kian，kian mui，娟妹，老二，红苹果，strawberry，stacey

优点：有礼让的精神，幽默

缺点：懒惰，伤别人的心，浪子一个，不良少女，离家出走的人

喜爱的食物：海鲜，寿司，laksa，kfc，等等

喜爱的饮料：limau peng

喜爱的运动：篮球，排球，羽球，保龄球，游泳，爬山，跑步，等等

喜爱的活动：看漫画，打电动，上网，睡觉，漫无目的得到处晃，发白日梦，看电影

喜欢的水果：苹果，葡萄

喜欢的事：看我妹跳脱衣舞，和朋友到处晃

讨厌的食物：内脏，辣椒，零食，等等

讨厌的饮料：薏米，咖啡

讨厌的水果：梨，黄梨

讨厌的事：弄坏我的漫画，被骗，占我便宜

不爽的事：摸我的主机，推我的桌子，弄脏我刚清理的地方，在我做功课时一直盯着我

讨厌的事：驾车

When I was small, I have a dream

2009-10-03T04:09:00.000+08:00

When I was a child, I dreamed to be a scientist. Everyday, I tracked the small insects (ants, caterpillar, spider, grasshopper, dragonfly...) and observed their daily activities. On the other hand, I also liked to broke down the small devices to see how it function. Actually what I have done were stupid acts. I don't know why, maybe I am started to grow up, and realised it is kind a difficult for someone who are brainless like me to be a scientist. Then, it fades...

When I was a primary kid, I dreamed to be a doctor. I thought doctors can earn so much and it can make me looks "yeng" too. So I started to learn the ways to treat the wounds and pay attention to what related to doctor. After I grew older, I realised it is just a high standard blue collar job, which means, it cannot make me alot of money and it is a tough job. Besides, I would need to spent alot of money, time and efforts on it. Oh no, no no no, I am too lazy and lack of intelligence to do it. So, it is terminated...

Comes to the teenage, I dreamed to be a pharmacist. I always failed my biology in my semester test and only a pass for my SPM. But I don't want to give up so fast. So I decided to go for bio stream in STPM. The Bio class didn't even start, I changed my mind, and switched to physics stream. I also can't believe myself by being so random like this. Well, teenagers... just because we know nothing, so we dare to do any kind of "creative" and dangerous decisions. I switched to physics stream because I heard bio stream is too tough and had a lot of works to do. People who is lazy like me cannot survive in bio stream, so, I abandoned it...

Here comes to present, I am now aim to be an engineer. Before I came to Curtin, I know nothing about it at all. I choosed engineering course because everyone said it is suitable to me and can make me alot of $$. Besides, I prefer study science compared to commerce. Then, here I am. What I found something interesting is, most of the inventors I admired when I was a child are actually engineers. Quite suprise that my present ambition is very near to my chilhood dream. I really enjoy studying engineering especially chemical engineering because it can make me alot of $$$, so that I can "eat gao gao" and "play gao gao" at the future. Looking forward it...

普通的 VS 真正的

2009-10-01T22:49:00.007+08:00

An email which I received:

一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。

一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。

一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。

一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。

一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。

一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。

一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。

一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。

一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。

一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。

一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。

一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。

一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。

一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。

一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。

一個真正的朋友明白當你們還沒打過架就不叫真正的友誼。

一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。

一個真正的朋友期望他能永遠陪在你?

**Obviously, I'm a true friend, haha...**

起雾的日子

2009-09-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

今天，天空很蓝，蓝的让人头痛。我的心情并没有因此晴朗，反而，蒙上一层层的雾。
打了几十通的电话寻找internship，一通都没有消息。算了，不打算在为它继续沮丧。反正，今年不行，明年再来。我相信老天爷是公平地，机会一定是躲在某个角落等着我，只是我还没找到它而已。
吃了一条choki choki，企图让自己的大脑释放一些胺多酚，让心情好一些。但，它的巧克力成分似乎不够，并没有多大的帮助。望着电脑荧幕，我又开始进行我的嗜好--发呆。
回想起以前，我是多么的佩服自己，不管遇到什么不开心的事情，我都能非常潇洒的放得一干二净。我的胸前可是时时刻刻都挂着“地球不会因为我而停止自转，我也不会因为这样而停下脚步，没什么事情是我放不下。”我从来都不为任何事感到难过，班上的同学也因此认为我超酷地。
随着年龄的增长，思想成熟了，拥有的也越来越多。很多事情都变得不简单，不能说放就放。朋友多了，肩膀多了，我靠惯了。我开始不舍得放，放了，我会难过。朋友不开心，我也好不了那里去，每做一件事情，诺没肩膀让我靠，我会开始觉得被压得透不过气来，也很寂寞。昔日的潇洒已不再出现。
是我软弱了？我没法衡量...

××掴自己俩巴掌，不要再胡思乱想了，是时候做assignment了！！

personality on 15th octorber 1986

2009-09-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

I'm too bored till checking my own personality on my birthday...

你的个性
　　顽固，但自己并不认为如此　　

沉着，做事洗，意至坚定，慎重，温和　　

很少动，很少说话，大都静静做着听人讲或观察别人　　

脑子计算速度很快，但下一步的行动很慢

Do you agree?

Easy life

2009-09-03T18:03:00.006+08:00

Today, I went to cinema watch two movies in a row. The first movie is G.I Joe. It is not really an action movie but high technology weapons in this movie. I was amazed by their suite. And I found an interesting line, "They are not Joe, they are jokes!!" The second movie is the latest movie which is Final Destination 4. In my own view, the most interesting death is the main character's girl friend blended by the bared machine of escalator.

After that, I went to book store for reading. I read a book about a writer writes his own son's story. The writer is really open minded and patient in educate his son. No matter how worst of the behaviour of his son in school, he still respect and believe in his son. What a great father.... And in his son's eyes, he is a great father and always listen to him. Inside the book I found a funny conversation:

父亲：你觉得安琪的身材怎么样？
儿子：卡在中间。
父亲：??
儿子：就不高，不矮，不肥，不瘦也不苗条。
父亲：........

Haha... At first I thought the girl is fat until stuck at somewhere else.

HATE!!!

2009-08-19T16:28:00.002+08:00

I hate being stress, I hate being cheated, I hate assignments, I hate exams, I hate barley, I hate coffee, I hate pigeons, ...

惨！我忘了

2009-07-29T01:29:00.002+08:00

突然，我心血来潮的拿起笔，想写几颗方块字，简单的几颗，我竟然忘了怎么写。学了14年的华语，我就这样“光光荣荣”的还给了老师。没法子，华语一向都不是我的强项。虽说，就读华小的我，英语基础打的不好，但，我以曾经学习过华语为荣，毕竟这可不是人人都有机会的喔。废话少说，继续写我的方块字。。。

我不是圣人

2009-06-25T03:01:00.002+08:00

我是个小小人物
生活在小小世界
期待小小的幸运

尼尔我诈
请你离我远点
我受不了

天真无知
快给我消失
你会害了我

互相猜疑
不要找我
我没这专长

请给我透气的空间
我只想要平凡
因为
我不是圣人

First time

2009-06-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

In this semester, I had experienced alot of my great first time. Sweet, bitter, each of them coloured my life perfectly.

Thanks to my friends for bringing me so many places and tell me so many things which I never know. I always thought no ones will know Miri better than me but I'm wrong. Just because I'm born and grew up in Miri, I feel everything is ordinary to me and never think to "waste" my time to try it out. Each time they bring me out, I always found that everything is very new to me. What a shame to tell you that I had tried my first japanese and korean food in this semester.lol...

I think the most interesting part of eating Korean food is you need to wrap the meats and other stuff in a piece of cabbage like vege. When Jess and Julia told me this, I was like "Are you guys serious?, Are we really going to eat in this way?" Jess even asked me,"You never watch korean drama meh? Actors in Korean drama always eat in this way." I swear I ever watch Korean drama but I really never saw they eat like this. As for Japanese food, the foods are nothing new to me, only the scenery of the restaurant is a little bit different from what I expected.

Hmm... Not only foods. I went to XXX and even xxxxk. Thanks to everyone who take care me while I xxxxk. I know it is very troublesome. But at least now I know how it goes and where is my limit. I promise it would not happen again.lol... it scare me too.

What would be left if I discarded comics from my life?

2009-06-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

Last weekend, my aunts made a delicious pizza and called all of us to enjoy it. Although I don't really like to go to my aunt's house but I still did it because I can't resist the pizza. Unlike the pizzas in pizza hut, the pizza hut's one always has a thick bread at the bottom and cover alot of cheeze with a little "eatable" things. I guess the actual value of the pizza is far cheaper than the menu. But the pizzas made by my aunt are totally opposite with the pizza hut's one, I'm lovin it!

Hey! pizza is not the point I want to talk about. It's my comic!
After we enjoyed the pizza, my youngest aunt started to throw the dynamite everywhere. She scolded me about my comics. What the... I read comics for more than 10 years. It's not only a habit to me, it is a part of my life. It is impossible for me to get rid of it. After the explosion, we all half dead. Then, went home to do some first aid.

At night, I stared at my comics and think... what would be left if I discarded comics from my life? (hmm... I also feel that I think too much especially at this exam period. lol...)
The answer is nothing left. About 8/10 of my life are comics. I never want to get rid of it. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!! Sometimes it provide useful knowledge too and some very lame jokes. Haha.... really lame, I can't stand with it.

Back to the explosion, my youngest aunt told me that my uncle's wife wants to vomit when she saw our room. =_=!!! I know my room is very messy these days. Please be consideration. I don't even have time to sleep. Well, well, well, I better continue my study. I know Ah peng is free now but I still have one more to go. gambate!! everyone.

LMAO!!!

2009-04-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! Wat a stupid bird and golfer. I bet this is the lamest death among the bird!

Stress... really stress... seriously stress

2009-03-21T18:21:00.006+08:00

I miss my holiday life very much. Everyday sleeping, eating and reading. Sometimes went for jogging and swimming. Looks very simple but enjoy it very much. But now, I barely have mood to go jogging or swimming.

I always wonder IF I had less assignment, IF there were no exams, and IF I had more times... Then I can always do what I want to do.

My friends always said Im very lame because I always scolded by my sisters. It is not the problem that I am weak but I don't want to argue with them like a stupid. Only stupids will argue with each other and the wise will always hold their fire to solve the dilemma instead of arguing. Thats why I always avoid to argue with others. I'll always wait until they cool down before discussing.

Suddenly feels that I very smart? Hmm... you will discover more if you knew more about me.

Curtin Open day is just around the corner, actually I plan not to attend this event. Each time I imagined the heat, crowded there, stuffy, I am suffocate. But since my friend insist to give me coupon so I have to go. Well, hope things are different with friends there. lol...

busy time coming soon

2009-02-15T23:31:00.003+08:00

Unbelievable things had happened on me these days. All of them came in a sudden.

Suddenly, I became a "committee member" of ping pong club since I thought I'm an ordinary member.

Suddenly, I got involved in IEM and need to help my friend to organise a competition.

Although came in a sudden, I'll still look forward for my busiest sem ever.

Enjoy my uni life? I guess?!

What a challenge...

Old folks these days...

2009-01-07T20:37:00.006+08:00

I was planned to swimming at this afternoon. But due to my laziness to wash the swimming suits, I decided to go for jogging. Once I reached Bulatan Park, I saw all the old folks holding an umbrella while jogging. Looks like jogging with an umbrella has become a trend. Luckily there were youngsters like me jogging with empty hands, otherewise I'll be an alien at the scene.

Just a few minutes before I went home, it started to drizzle. All the old folks opened their umbrella and I was totally speechless. Well, actually this is what we called old folk's wisdom. It is the wisdom that the youngsters never want to learn.

Many of us often look down on the old folk's stamina. You will know that you are wrong when you saw how the old folks 'exercise', especially when you go for jungle trekking at Canada hill. In my opinion, it is more suitable to call 'jungle jogging' for the old folks. You can't imagine how they run in the jungle. I actually felt quite embarassed when saw the old folks overtake me and disappeared just in seconds. I still remembered the my first time jungle trekking with my sisters at Canada hill, we did not know the right tracks. So we decided to follow at the back of an old man and his daughter. Just like what I mentioned, they disappeared in seconds and we had spend more than an hour to find the track out ( normal time will be 20~30min). My friend, who had similar experience, told me he met an aunty with a leg a little difficulties said"年轻人，第一次啊?". He felt so embarassed because even an aunty got a little "bai ka" also can walk faster than him.
Old folks these days... sigh... really geng ah!! Do not look down on them or you will regret.

Monster

2008-12-27T01:46:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a small town in this little valley.

People lived peacefully in this little peaceful town.

A disguised monster was living there.

He cut all ties from evilness and started helping the people in the town.

But one day, some devilish messengers suddenly visited the town.

The town was suddenly wrapped under vicious air and people began killing each other.

The purpose of the devilish messengers was to capture the monster.

The name of the "MONSTER" is Franz Bonaparta!!

--Monster by Naoki Urasawa--

假期生活真係好闷呀！！

2008-12-06T22:37:00.008+08:00

首先，讲下最近生活近况。
我就由下午两点说起啦，因为我日日都訓到两点，所以咧係冇早上既活动嘎！

一訓起身，我就会梳洗一番，然后换衫就出左去了。
去边度叻？既係揾食啦。
我妈在学校假期係唔煮野唔买野概！
佢话我大个女啦，要食野应该自己煮，如果唔想煮就唔哂食！
我就算熟煮，都会偷偷係佢背后煮，唔比佢知，如果唔係，我呢世都唔哂食佢煮既野。

跟住，就会返屋企上下网。
如果天气好就会出去跑步又或者游下水。
迟d仲会打埋羽毛球tim。

到佐晚上叻，如果肚饿，就会揾野食。如果唔饿，就唔会再食。
然后就冲凉冲成半个锺。我家姐成日话我摞身上面既毛，一条一条好细心咁係度洗，要洗成半个锺。

呢排我在网上度学紧日本，学左咁耐都好似BB係度学讲野咁，唔知自己讲咁么。
其实我晚晚都捱到朝早三点先訓。因为係度打机啦，同朋友讲吹下水啦，做啲冇谓野啦。唔知唔觉就到左三点，真係快。

呢个假期真係死鬼咁闷，睇下我写既野就知我几无聊喇！！！
我预左冇人熟睇既，我都唔係几熟用广东话概。

p.s 我用左四个锺头写这篇冇谓野。

I am a savior of my brother

2008-12-05T02:39:00.002+08:00

Each time when my huge cute brother face problem. I will be the one who first approached to. Well, I can understand, because I'm too intelligent so sure will find me first. Lol... Just kidding. I may be a good puzzle solver but probably not a good problem solver. From mine observation, I have made some conclusions.

1. My two sisters are too fierce. That's why my brother don't dare to ask them.
2. My mother often speak something nonsense and unbelievable. She likes to teach us "ajaran sesat", so my brother lazy to ask her.
3. I'm always in a good mood and act very soft to him. Besides that, I always get caught eating his biscuits and sleep on his bed. So I need to do works for him. :( I just don't understand why his biscuits look so attractive to me and make me can't resist it.

I still remember the questions he asked me during his early puberty. OMG!! I know I have a lot of male friends at that time but doesn't mean that I know all about man. When I asked him to see doctor, he would thought that I'm kidding with him. Haha... Boh bian. He is the only man in my family.

Just like what I mentioned, my sisters are too fierce. They will release the bombs everywhere when they have bad mood. Sometimes not to me but definitely to my brother if he go near two of them. Well, they are party of anti-brother because my mother treat my brother like a diamond. So my two sister actually fight for the rights for being fair. I support you!!! :D

My mother likes to treat a small problem of my brother as a big event at home. So my brother very reluctant to let my mother knows about him. But I am the type who like to watch 'reality movies'. So I like to betray him and sell his information to my mother then sit back and watch how he "interact" with my mother. lol...

Due to my busyness, he like to book my time early but I seldom give him a right answers. For example: Now is early December. He will ask whether I'm free on 20th January to send him to school. Tolong ah... How do I know what I will do after 1 month? So ridiculous...

What I feel very funny is ah peng is the one who always send him home or to anywhere. But he like to geh geh ask me whether can send him to school after two weeks and ah peng is just sitting at my front. Then I will just ask her " can send him or not?" If ah peng say "yes" then I will say "yes" to him.

Actually I'm very happy to got a funny brother. Just like my aunt said, I'm the best because got elder sister sayang me and I can sayang my little sister and bully my brother. Yup, thats me, I'm a devil. haha...

happy birthday to jessica

2008-12-04T00:00:00.003+08:00

Today is my friend's birthday.

I want to wish her happy happy happy.... birthday.

Who is she? She is leng lui Jessica.

Picture too blur can't see her face? never mind this picture will be clearer.

Lol... Still can't see her face? This is it! leng lui jessica.

Ai yo?! Happy birthday jessica!!

~My sweet memories~

2008-11-28T01:55:00.002+08:00

A mooncake box...
Looks like there are delicious mooncake inside it.

Nope. Its my memories inside it.
This mooncake box was originally as a container of my birthday present.
Guess what was the present? A pack of kotex 20's with wingas. =_=!!!

This is the first...
This was gave by my primary 3 teacher. All the students got one.
I still remember she told us to take a good care on this gift because was done by herself including the pack. Very precious. So I keep it until now.lol...

The original things inside the pack.
This card was gave by my primary 4 teacher.
Added later...
For the birds. I forgot who folded it but I remember all the long hu bang members got one.
And the cards. Some got name. some are not. So can't remember who gave me.New added. Hmm.. I'm lazy upload the original one.

Chinese new year cards which I got for my entire life.lol...

A piece of paper which gave by Lorita.
She was tried to teach me Iban but until now I still don't know how to speak Iban.

My first birthday card. It was my 12 years old birthday.
Birthday card of my 13 years old.

Birthday card of my 14 years old .

Birthday card of my 17 years old.
with a card inside it... Super large drawing block size birthday card of my 18 years old.
Back view...
Inside view... Actually there was a lollipop. I ate it.

Birthday cards of my 19 years old.
This is just a piece of paper. Not card. lol...

Birthday cards of my 20 years old.

A birthday card made by yun hui. It is a character of my favourite comic. A strawberry which was my 19 years old present.

They are leaving!!! T_T

2008-11-24T16:37:00.007+08:00

These day got soo... many people leaving.

This girl who is only 1cm taller than me will go to melbourne. Hope next time when we meet I'll be taller 1cm than her.

Although we just know each other for a very short period. But still wish two of you all the best!!!

Hmm... I can't believe that little machine can fit 8 person!! lol...

save the world, save the future, let's pray...

2008-11-09T19:11:00.004+08:00

三八妇女会

2008-11-06T02:10:00.006+08:00

After several stressful days, I decided to go out relax a while. So we went outside for dinner.

Each time we go out to eat, this amoi never smile de.
See!! how she "warn" me. Make me so scared~~ T_T

Taken in early 80s

晴天霹雳... After view the photo.lol... Today, I finally found that my eldest sis is reaaaally disgusting...

EEEWWW...
Listen carefully what she says and guess what is she doing?

Tak tau malu!! Keep saying yourself is beautiful...
BEST DIRECTOR OF 2008

永远的巨人

2008-10-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

记得小时候的我
总爱粘着我心中的巨人
巨人就是我的一切
握着比我大一倍的手
靠着比我大十倍的肩膀
那就是我的幸福

每一样东西，每一件事物
都有保存期限
只是...
我从没想到
我的幸福竟然如此的短暂

巨人终于站不起来了
看着他苍白的脸色
听着他痛苦的呻吟
一旁照顾他的我
都几乎心碎了

巨人的离去
让我解脱了多日以来艰难的任务
望着盒子里那冷冰冰的巨人
我一度的提醒自己
“接受事实吧”

没有了巨人掩护
站在错中复杂的十字路口中
我 迷失了方向
生活也被打乱了

记得每一个早晨
巨人都会牵着我的手
去吃一顿丰富的早餐
失去了巨人
我没了吃早餐的习惯
体重持续的下降

不断的思考不断的争扎
寻求的是一个平衡点
维持我心中的次序
不至于崩溃

生活其实很简单
只是爱钻牛角尖的我
被蒙蔽了双眼
看不清前方

原来我在寻找的平衡点
就一直在我身边
那就是 家人与朋友

一句关怀的问候
一个温软的拥抱
支持着我鼓励着我
无论前方有多坎坷
我都会努力的走下去
永远都不向命运低头

巨人永远都活在我心中
我的生命因你的出现
而完美

是时候
我该睡觉了zzZ
晚安爸爸

Family dinner

2008-10-23T21:24:00.011+08:00

Last Friday, our family was held a dinner at pujut. I forgot the restaurant's name. It is a lousy restaurant for me. There was no other customers at all like we had booked the whole restaurant but actually only two tables.lol... One for youngers, one for old folks. But my mother and one of my aunt insist to sit at the youngers side. =_=!!!

My mother looks smaller with my brother.

I teach my bro to pose like that.lol...

Taking from the reflection of mirror.

Yo!! I found that I got "big small" eye

Me and Peng Peng.

I tried very hard to be taller already... but still...

Taking picture with my cousin-->Mary.
She was also studied in Curtin but at Perth and played volleyball.
Looks like our family can compete the loyalty to curtin with Miss Hannah.

My bro and my eldest sis. They actually not that close.
This pose was also teached by me.

My sis and her "proud"--->braces
One of my uncle's wife will always ask a question everytime she saw us.
Who are the one who was always following father everywhere??
--->me
Then... " Oh!! I know you, I always saw you followed your father when you was small."
=_=!!! Dunno she really recognise me or not?

My birthday ^_^

2008-10-16T20:46:00.003+08:00

15th October---> My birthday!!
Actually I aspect my friend do not remember where I live because I only brought them twice to my house... Once for jing wen and once for zing man with jess. IMPOSSIBLE for them to remember where I live. But all the impossible happened, just because something exist in my house. Yes, a traitor, "my roommate". She gave all my informations without my consent.

About one hour before my birthday, I was doing my heat transfer project.

Then I felt very tired and played with my camera.

Suddenly I received a phone call...

Jess: Happy birthday Siok Kian... I'm now outside your house now, fast! come out now.

Me: Ha!? Issit?? Don't cheat la!!

Jess: Really!!!

Me: Then why my dogs didn't bark?

Jess: your dogs very queit lei...

Me:......?????(can't get what she trying to say)

Actually I saw my sister hugging something and acts very weird. She didn't gave me any response at all when I asked her what happen. Who knows she was playing her traitor games.

I heard my sisters said my friends shout outside at house.lol... I don't know what they were shouting because I'm stayed in my room and listened to the songs. Very sorry for that...lol because I'm also a bit of deaf.

Suddenly I heard noises outside my room and went out for a look. Then I saw 3 person stand at the corridor but I can't saw they face ( I'm also shut my room's light). So scary~~ and I recognise one of them was the angel with demon's heart-->jess, cos I never saw such a dark angel before.lol...

Then like usual, make 3 wishes, blow candles, cut the cake, pick the candles, sing birthday song...

Actually I'm too nervous and only made 2 wishes. Hahaha...I know I'm very lame, k? wat a waste... And they kept asking me tell them 2 of the 3 wishes. If I told them then I tell all my wishes, so at the last I didn't tell.haha... But nothing special about my wish also, very normal wish.

A patung on the cake which I threw it immediately after they left because it was too dirty inside it.

They present which they gave me and was actually chosen by my sisters. Hmm... they know my taste very much.
Taking pictures in my room and on ah peng's bed...

Thanks!! : Jess, jing wen, Ah Be, monica chai, yi hau, jun cheng, Alvin, Rachel Wong, See ling, peng peng and Chin Chin.

At night...

Time: Around 8pm

Venue: My uncle's house
Activity: Celebrate Da Boy and my birthday.

They bought two cakes...

This cake was bought by my cousin from Secret Recipe.

I prefer this.

This cake was bought by my sister from Ma Baker. It looks prettier but it doesn't taste really good.

Da Boy and me. Don't get cheated by the candles. He is actually one year older than me.

The camera man who was very slow motion did not manage to catch the scene we blew the candles. =_=!!!

So...

We act to blow the candles to let her took the photo with her own speed.

Finally!!

I took more than one week to accomplish this post.lol...

This is the post I ever spend the longest time on it.

Probably due to the lousy connection and I don't have good mood these day too which makes me felt very reluctant to finish it.

But... finally!!! this is it!!!

Thanks again to all the people.

volleyball match

2008-10-12T15:15:00.013+08:00

Last two days, I had joined the volleyball match. From the very beginning they asked me to join the team until finish the games, the whole process, are very funny actually. But still very enjoy to play the match with them.

Two days before the match, I was studying for the quiz of heat transfer at the lab alone. Suddenly I received a message from Catherine. She asked me to join her team. At first I was afraid because I thought they are pros and I might spoilt the games. So I asked jessica's opinion. She told me that Catherine is not good either. Then I decided to join the competition because got someone accompany me.lol...

I never knew who is my teammates until few 10 min before the match started. I was stunned at the moment when I saw they always use the legs and head to hit the ball except Catherine and my leader. "Are they planned to join the football match? But due to registered the wrong competition, so they got no choice, have to play it to get the deposit back... "I was thinking...

During the match I saw miracles happened again and again. I accidentally got the ball and scored the first point for my team at the first match. There was a moment, I was tried to save the ball. Suddenly I saw a leg, very fast and powerful, kicked the ball. That was the first time in my life that I felt I was lucky and pleasure to be alive. But somehow, my teammates evolved very fast that they used hands instead of legs to get the ball and even able to block the balls. I never thought the evolution of humans can be that fast.

At the second match, our opponents are almost same standard with our team. Unfortunately, they were leading the first half. At the second half, the game came to 24-24, it's my turn to serve the ball. My heart was beating extremely fast that I can felt the rhythms because I can't serve the balls well. I'm afraid I miss it and I always fail to do something when I was nervous and highly stressed. I was even planned to act to faint on the floor and left the court. My teammates kept reminds me "要过啊!", Press who sitting beside the court shout " 加油". Even Alan who looks after the lines said "不要紧张". After the whistle blow, everyone became quiet and stared at me. It's out of what I'm expected. I successful served the ball to the opponent's court. Everyone was shouting "good ball!!" and tried to push the ball to each other's court and kept shouting like monster. At last we won the second half, but our leader hurt his leg and can't continue the third game. Finally, we lose but it was the most exciting game for both teams.lol...

At the third match which was the last match, the opponent let us won the second game intentionally. Although all of us knew is impossible to defeat the opponents but we still played very hard and never think of giving up. Just like we expected, we lose the match but we enjoy the games very much. It's a sweet memory for me.lol...

Besides the memories and the experiences, I got another "gifts" from the match. I'm suffer for muscles' pain. My back, arms and legs are pain and a bruise on my right knee. I nearly cannot wake up from my bed this morning...

But if there is another chance, I will join the match again.lol...

Tagged by little fern

2008-10-08T09:13:00.008+08:00

Actually I dunno what happen when I saw the "tagged"...
Finally figured out after spend some time to explore.

15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself:
1. I always hang out alone but I don't really like to do so.

2. I will go to tasty point if I have to eat alone at outside because there are newspapers always available there.

3. I can't live without comics and games.

4. I never keep my hair long.

5. I am shy ,quiet and blush quite easily.

6. I like go to Popular read books and hide them at somewhere else in bookshop if I can't finish them.

7. I'm lazy to work.

8. I like to play bowling but it is under renovation and I don't like their shoes.

9. I like to play volleyball but I always suffer for muscle's pain.

10.I like to swimming but I hate to wash the equipments. So sometimes I'm struggle whether I should go swimming or not.

11.I like to sleep until very late but always wake up early. (I'm feeling weird too...)

12.I got lousy "Antenna".

13.I always thinking how can I grow taller at my age.

14.I hate Ah Peng slip away at the half way when we go shopping together.

15.I have many secrets that I never tell.

一个不眠之夜

2008-10-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

在一个深夜里
我拿着书本，默默的啃着
幻想着啃了书就能轻松过关的模样
不禁傻傻的对着自己笑
自嘲着自己，
快考试了，还在发夜里梦
书，又读不完了
唉，好一个不眠之夜

某一个深夜里
我抱着枕头，默默的发抖
看着主角们一个个惨死的模样
我不禁打了一个冷颤
思想着戏里的主角
怎么都死得不干不脆
眼看主角们又逃过一劫
看来，又是一个不眠之夜

另一个深夜里
我拿着漫画，默默的读着
好像接力赛一样，一本接一本
我摸着自己的狼心狗肺自问
“你要读到几时，读完有奖拿咩？”
明知眼珠累得快掉
还不舍得把书放下
今夜，又是另一个不眠之夜

不知何时，我才能高枕无忧

请不要再折磨我了！！！

exhausted >_< !!!

2008-09-28T01:13:00.006+08:00

Rencently, I feel very down...
Probably stress from studies, parent and especially relatives.
Tomorrow(actually is today, I haven't sleep yet) I need to go to my youngest aunt's house to have breakfast.
AH!!!!... I hate it!!!
Well... I'm not the only who hate it. I think my sis hate it more than me.lol...
I still haven't tell her that we will go to my aunt's house to enjoy our 'lovely breakfast' in a lovely morning.
Actually my youngest aunt is quite emotional. Her expression can change within a second. Last minute she is smiling at you but not the next minute if 'something' happened.
Due to too many coincidence happened, my aunt has an very bad impression to my cute little sis.
I consider it is a miracle for too many coincidence happened between two of them.
I still can remember the study week for the last sem, my sis studied very hard for whole day, and I can proved it. So at night, she decided to watch 'One Piece' to take a break. Who knows the anime haven't played for 5 minutes then here comes my aunt and scolded her for being lazy. For me, it was so... WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!, I was just finished watching my 'Bleach' and about to start to study. So I'm safe.lol....hahaha...
I'm totally different with my sis. Althought there was also many coincidence happened between my aunt and me but all of them were good ones. I don't know why this happen actually. Each time I started to study, my aunt will entered my room and will saw me studying. So I have a good reputation compare to my sis. Really a contrast... hahaha...
Currently, I'm studying heat transfer, it really kills me, man!!!
I can't even finish 1 chapter until now. Sooo difficult.
Well, for the junior who just come to Engineering, I would like to say," Welcome to engineering, WELCOME TO HELL and suffer with us!!!"

mooncake festival

2008-09-21T01:04:00.019+08:00

It's been a while from the last time I blog...
I'm too busy wih my study, I'm stressful to do anything now, no mood...
But last Sunday I'm very enjoy for celebrating mooncake festival with my friends. ^.^

Cooking for steamboat

yummy...

Our chief chef

I thought the camera man is taking the photo of foods. Who knows I'm also inside there.

Our steamboat...

Enjoying our food, there were no chairs, we are standing while eating.

A picture before the lantern parade...

My lantern... nice right?

Taking pictures along the lantern parade.

We are served by a kind hearted and passion family. Actually we refuse their 1st invite. And finally we went inside for the second invites.lol...
We are taking photo with the two beautiful and kind hearted sisters.lol...
The end of the mooncake festival...

F.U.C.K

2008-09-11T21:54:00.004+08:00

Today I receive an email, lol...

Let me die

2008-08-29T23:22:00.003+08:00

are we at war tonight
will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
don't wake when the lightning strikes
my heart for you is true
let no one take that from you
time is running tight
can't change from wrong to right
So i'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say fare-well
No need to cry or feeling sorrow
It's alright , all in the book of life
heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
Let me say these words before i go

I will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine, i'llhold you by my side
but i'll rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can change my would from black to white
So i'll close my eyes and dream more

are we at war tonight
will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
don't wake when the lightning strikes
heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
Let me say these words before i go
I will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine, i'llhold you by my side
but i'll rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can give me strength to fight
till the sky is burning , it's the end of time

look ahead tomorrow, a long and winding road
keep the faith of mine don't let it go
you're the only reason night ain't growing cold
what will i do , without you

I will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine,i'llhold you by my side

but i'll rest in peace.my sweet heart would you
let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can make my world so bright,
life, no longer empty,
with you in my heart , in my heart

Experiment

2008-08-22T22:22:00.004+08:00

Actually these picture were taken last Thursday...
I was too busy to upload it until today.
Last Thursday, suddenly all of us were very excited to take pictures.

Friends...

Guess what the girl beside me said about this picture?
She said I look like a crazy scientist who like to cut human body to conduct experiments. And she advised me to take off my glasses to prevent leaving any evidences. >_< !! Thanks for your advised!! What a "caring friend".... isn't it?
"Sweet couple picture"

Screaming in lab, ghost festival !?

2008-08-14T22:27:00.003+08:00

Recently, I heard plenty of people screaming and scolding something in lab. Omg, what happen to Curtin? Ghost appeared?

Today I went to library 1st floor using lift. When I came down, someone in the lift suddenly say," the lift has ghost!"

Back to the topic....This is what I heard in lab...

" oh my, no...no, plz..., Jesus..." (a negro)
"J* B** ah, 酱都可以?" ( a chinese boy)
"啊!!!..... 我要去撞墙了!!!!" (my poor friend)

After I investigate, its a misuderstanding, they shouting because of the "HIGH EFFICIENCY PRINTER" in our labs. Once you click the small icon of "print", you can no longer stop it eventhough there is a mistake, unless you have olympic speed.

Looks like high efficiency can bring troubles too!

blackout

2008-08-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

Tonight, we had went out for dinner. In the restaurant, we read newspapers and enjoyed our meals so much. Suddenly, whole Miri is blackout!! What the... Then the waittress came out with the candles. Sigh, each "small" candle only for one table, its no different whether there was candle on our table or not. We were forced to finish our meal in the dark. This is not the worse... The worse was the so called "street performers" put the lousy music very loud with lousy speaker, to attract people came to listen their fake "true stories".

After finished our meal, I suggested to go to Boulevard shopping complex because I thought Boulevard is fine from the blackout. Who knows when we reached there, many cars came out from the junctions of Boulevard. But I still believed Boulevard is fine untill I saw it with my own eyes. OMG!! Then, we were forced to go home to feed the mosquitos.

Very very... pissed off!! Why the whole Miri can blackout!!! We paid our expensive bills every month. This should not happened!!!
Well... what to do? they never learn the lessons even we complaining again and again.

Fooling around at Beach

2008-08-03T22:26:00.010+08:00

Boy, Peng and me had went to Lutong Beach today...

Once we arrived, three of us quickly took "da tou tie".
My brother looks like want to kill ppl. -_-!

To show his strength and how huge he is...

Suddenly, a lady ghost appeared behind the pillar instead of coming out from tv...

But, I did not afraid of her, I came closer to took a clearer picture to see how she looks like...

I asked my brother to squat like me but he was soooo.... reluctant to do it.

The cover of the Jack Neo's latest movie--> NOT ENOUGH MONEY

Collects Rental

2008-08-03T01:59:00.006+08:00

Last Thursday, I was assigned to collect the rentals for my aunts. There are four of them. If I successful collects all the rental, there would be some pocket money for me. Sounds attractive right?

Actually collect rental is a hard work. I had to call the tenants one by one to make appointment. Of course like usual... the god sure will torture you before you successful.

Just like what I predicted, some of them cannot prepare the money on time or they were not at home... For the tenants who give money, I had to count the money twice to prevent any mistake.

The story is not end yet. Besides collect rentals, I had to test the keys for several locks....

And the houses were just like an oven, burning me...

As a conclusion, earning money is a difficult task, so I should enjoy as much as possible before I graduate.

Finally??!!

2008-07-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

Finally...
Holiday ends soon...
Tonight probably is my last night to go to bed that late.
Lol... sigh...
I have not tidy up the materials I used last sem.

As the saying goes...
Every end comes with another start.
This theory exist eternally and equally to every human.
May my uncle lie in piece in heaven...

Start from tomorrow...
I will officially be a second year student.
I got to tidy up myself to prepare another long term battle.
What a difficult start... sigh...

My name

2008-07-22T01:54:00.004+08:00

Actually many people are very curious about my name. Why my middle name is SIOK instead of SOOK since both of my sisters are SOOK??

I asked my parents before. They said they had foresighted I would be the most special child among my siblings. So, they give me SIOK as a symbol of special.

The fact above is ---> a joke!!!
hahaha... what a lame joke!!

My parents did not told anything about my name. I don't know why and they seems reluctant to tell me about these.

According to my aunts, this is to make sure my name sounds more essence of "zhao an". So when everyone saw my name, they will know I am "Zhao an hokkien".

My name is Siok Kian,......SIOK kian!!!
lol........

Bored

2008-07-20T14:17:00.003+08:00

Recently feel very bored. sigh... nothing to do these days.

I'm waiting Ah peng to quit from her job so we can go for jungle trekking.

One more week from now.... school days will start again.
And again... feel sick with the timetable. >_ < !!!
I plan to join some clubs at this sem. A typical club for engineering student would be CUTEC. And Ah peng will join it with me although she is commerce student. And again... I will join marketing club as well although I am an engineering student.

I feel quite stress now... thinking that I have to take 5 subjects for this sem and got to join club activities.

Anyway, I will still look forward for an interesting life in uni.

home sweet home

2008-07-14T16:18:00.003+08:00

A miracle had happened at this holiday...

My stubborn mother decided to buy a house at senadin!!

Few years ago, no matter what we said, she never nodded her head to buy a house...

Few years later, in one afternoon, my mother and I went to eat ang tao peng. We saw there were banners of diamond and gold houses. So, I told her the house is just about rm128,000. My mother flabbergasted and showed a strong interest on these houses.

Then, we start to discussed and debate among the families. Finally the decision is 'yes'. We went to reserved the corner"gold" house and intermediate "diamond" house. After that, we visit the show house for hours. Besides, we also asked for guides from relatives. Again, we discussed and debate and the final decision is 'yes'.

The torturous procedures have begin...
1. withdraw money from bank to pay booking deposit.
2. go to miri housing to pay the booking deposit.
3. photstate the documents.
4 visit the bank again for loan
5. go to miri housing again to sign the agreement

if the loan approved:
6. collect the documents from bank.
7. go to miri housing again to finish up the rest of the procedures.
8. After some time, back to miri housing again to pay the rest of the own portion for the house. ( we can only loan for 90%)

See? so torturous....
Especially me, because I'm very free now and plus... my mother is illiterate. So..., I'm the only and the best person to help my mother to do these.

Hope everything goes on smoothly and succesful to buy a NEW HOUSE!!

RESULTS

2008-07-09T10:40:00.006+08:00

Result released today at 12am. My friend suddenly send a message asked my results, so I quickly checked it. I got 88865. The difference really large and quite disappointed... The problem is, I always cannot be consistent in my results.

I feel really disgrace to tell my mother about my result because I promise her to get 80 for my average. But now my results did not improved but slightly dropping.lol.

Actually I deserved to get the 5 and the 6...

I got 5 for my programming because I just attend first 2 LECTURE for this sem and skipped the rest. Besides, the sllyabus also changed, so no pass year papers, senior's guide and the lecturer also sucks.

The 6 is my chemistry because the test was held at the last day of my exam and I already felt tired so did not really study it. er... thats what we call " lazy! not study!"

My maths... I aspect to get 9 but due to the careless mistakes, I only manage to get 8. I know the careless mistakes are powerful to affect my result. But, I always get annoying easily when doing the quiz. So I end up doing many mistakes although I know how to solve it.

The only suprised me is.... ES!! still manage to score 8 since I predict it 7. Actually I thought it will sucks because the lecturer is sucks, the marks of lab reports are sucks, the assignments are sucks and the mid term also sucks. So lucky I am.

The last 8 will be my EFDP, nothing to say about it. Is as my predicted.

From the analysis of the results above, I had think some solutions to improve it:
1. I should be more careful.
2. I should study earlier before the lecture and study constantly to avoid any stress during exam. (because I will give up everything each time I got stress, the best example will be the chem)
3.Try my best to 'catch' the pro to teach me frequently.
4.I should make a rough time table for study and follow it.

Hope that everyone is satisfied with their result. Wish you all the best!!

Now I want to talk about ah peng. Well, It is not really related to the result.
Yesterday night 12 am after I checked the result, I tried to waked ah peng to see her result. I saw she opened her eyes and feel like quite annoying then "ng! oh!" and continue to sleep. I thought she doesn't want to know about it so I helped her to check. ( she gives me her ID and password)

After I checked, I waked her again to tell her about the results. She opened her eyes and " oh! oh!" again.

Then reach about 9.45am this morning, I told her what happened last night. She acts like I done nothing last night. omg, I even shaked her!!! She lost her memory!! She refuse to admit I told her the result last night. I really saw she opened her eyes last night!! and she do " ng! ng! oh! oh!" answering me like that. -_-!! NVM... I saved it. So she can view herself.lol.

wat a good sleep....

2008-07-07T23:41:00.007+08:00

Adopted from"my online diary - yun siang"

Yesterday, I have a good sleep. The proof is, a house which is same row and near with my house was burnt, but I din't know at all because I slept until almost 12pm. If it happened at my house I'm sure I had become 'hong kong duck' already.

No wonder after I awake I saw a bomba vehicle pass by my house but never thought there was fire near my house. I'm only know this happen at the next day when I pass by the house and suddenly saw the house was like get burnt before. And realize what really happened when reading others people blog at night today.

But what I'm feeling weird is why the newspapers don't have this news at all?? I'm reading 2 newspapers today MAN!!

还我权力

2008-07-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

打从失去亲人的那一刻，

单亲家庭的孩子失去了，

一切的权力。

任性，软弱，撒娇，

不再属于我们的专利。

我们的眼里，
只有，

坚强，懂事，付出。

难道，

单亲家庭一定是这样的吗?

我不甘心，

请还我权力!!

weird!?

2008-07-04T17:14:00.003+08:00

Few days ago, I went to bank with my sis. Then I saw a dog in the poster. This dog really special no wonder it can be a model for the poster.

look at its eyes. "shuang yan pi" . lol.
My sis said it is female. Must be got makeup. lol.

放羊的孩子

2008-07-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

给放羊的孩子的一封信，

别人放飞机，我就听说过，到处放羊的人，我倒是第一次听到。
我不明白你为什么爱放羊，但如果把你所说的故事都拍成电影，肯定会大受欢迎，成为明日之星。
或许你有你的理由，但，放羊的人总是寂寞地。
但愿你不会被你放的羊踩死。

From,
阎罗王

New umbrella

2008-06-29T01:34:00.005+08:00

My mum bought an umbrellea recently. So I try it before my mum using it.

Ah peng is more excited than me. I haven't get ready and my pant also come out. really -_-!!!.

Ha! imagine its raining and I bring it to school...

sure can save many people.lol.

eat bird...

2008-06-28T01:43:00.001+08:00

Last night went to EAT BIRD...
At first I asked Ah peng where she want to go?
She told me eat bird. I thought she was kidding with me.
Then after go inside the car. wa!! really go to EAT BIRD!! can't imagine how the food looks like...

When the waitress served the birds, I thought is chicken wings (don't want accept the truth).
This is because most of the time my mother will put the chicken's head with the other parts of the chicken and cook together. So I aspect the 'chicken wing' will have heads with it.lol.
But if they cook like that I bet Sharon will not dare to eat the birds anymore.

Actually there is nothing special with the taste of the birds. Just like fried chicken wings but is expensive than chicken wings.
hmm... I prefer chicken wings.lol.

<<<< PSP >>>>

2008-06-22T22:22:00.004+08:00

FINALLY!!! I got my own psp. Mine one....Felicia blue.

This is the combination of mine psp and ah peng's psp.lol.

my brother

2008-06-22T14:12:00.002+08:00

My brother is sooo cute! He is different from other people's brother.

Yesterday night, I saw he sitting beside the egg's shelf and keep blowing it.
Then I asked, " what are you doing there?"
"I'm burning the worm."
"Lol, burning worm? where is the fire and worm?"
He showed me the worm.
"How are you going to burn the worm with glowing fire? (lol again)"
"huh,...."
Then I helped him burn the egg's shelf within a minute.
After that, I asked" Are you going to spend 1 to 2 hours to keep blowing the glowing fire just to burn the worms?"
omg, what a very patient brother.

My handphone can sing now. yeah~

2008-06-17T18:25:00.002+08:00

Finally, after about 4 month silence,
my handphone now can sing freely...

I turned my handphone to silent mode during school days
to avoid any inconvenience during classes or exam.

But now,
everythings had come to the end,
lets sing, lets rock, lets dance!
yeah~

The most dangerous place...

2008-06-17T17:45:00.002+08:00

Beware!! This is the most dangerous place in Curtin.

If you are not careful, you are planting flowers on your head.

I even accidently "lift" the whole door of the locker!! omg, really scared me.

WHY STUDY?

2008-06-17T17:38:00.002+08:00

I saw this at the office of the Dr. Tang.

Does he trying to encourage us study less??

Apologize

2008-06-15T01:11:00.010+08:00

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah

I loved you with the fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa.....

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off...

Happy father's day

2008-06-14T20:33:00.004+08:00

If I tell you, I celebrate Father's day. Lots of people sure will wandering " How am I going to celebrate Father's day without a father?" lol. I borrowed my cousin's father to celebrate father's day. He is my uncle, but he acts like a father to us.

Actually I don't really like him, he always scold us each time he saw us, especially me. I know he scold me because he care about me and hope that I can be good. But I just don't like people scold me. I bet all of you are very shock now. People who know me will certainly say that I am a good girl, very obedient, seldom get angry, very hardworking, very quiet, very 'guai'.... suppose will not scolded by other people, because so perfect and too 'guai'. But... that's the fact. I always get scolded by my uncle. And....I actually don't really know what he had scolded me.

He never satisfied what I have done. But for my brother, my uncle loves him very much and treat him very good. If there is a fault, it must not my brother, its either me or my sisters. You can see how different he treat my brother compare to us. My brother just pick a broom, he praised him that he is very good. If I swept the floor, I will get scolded of being too seldom to swept the floor. When my brother had a little uncomfortable, he will give him pill or bring him to see the doctor. If I got severe cough, He did not do anything and don't even ask me a question. My brother fail his subjects but with a little improvement within 10 marks, he will say "good boy! keep it up!" and maybe will give him some pocket money. But when I get 75 for my average marks, he never say anything. Is better he doesn't say something, if he do, I'm sure he will say" you must work hard to study!! the school fee is very expensive!!! get a good grade to get a good job after graduate!!" with unfriendly style. When he saw my brother reading comics, he will scold me for bringing my brother reading comics. But my brother is safe from that. Besides, I'm also always get scolded of being quiet, lousy social skills.

Although I don't like him, but I have to admit that he do really care about our family and help us very much. Each time got any events, he will invite us to celebrate with his family. I'm very appreciate that and I'm also want to say thank you to my uncle. May be my family do like him but not me. No matter how much he had done for my family, I will never like him and obey everything he say (except some of the comments that I accept) because he is not my father and I'm very mind that he treat unfairly between my brother and me.

Although I don't really like you, but, I still want to greet you, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

I had a dream...

2008-06-08T17:43:00.006+08:00

Yesterday night, I had a nightmare...
I had killed somebody else...
I can't remember who is that person and how I killed that person...
The only thing I know is... I had killed somebody!

I can still remember...
Nobody knows I had killed somebody but the police officers are suspecting me!
The scences are very clear..
I'm suffering, whether I should confessed to the police officers or just remain silence?
Because nobody knew what I've done and there are no evidences...
If I tell...
What will happen to my future?
Will I be abandoned by the society?
What am I going to do if they really abandoned me?
I did not make a choice in the dream because I'm awake...

This is the first time I'm dreaming about killing people.
Before that, in dreams, I'm the only person who always get chased by other people to kill.
But now, situation change, I'm killing!!!

Ah Peng say," you must be watched too much SAW."
Please lah, the victims in SAW died because they had choosen it, not killed by the jigsaw killer.
I think maybe I had played too much DOTA which I have to kill a thousand of monster to win.

I might feel too stress for my exam >_< !

I ever heard a fact that, what you had done in your dreams is actually what you wish to do in the reality. OMG!!! Do I thinking about killing somebody in reality? NOOOO!!!!.......

p.s: Actually the action of the police officers when suspecting me in the dream is very childish.lol.

And I was like...%^$#???? comon!! what you guys are doing?

oil

2008-06-05T00:14:00.003+08:00

What the fuck!! the price of the oil is increase again. This time is increase up to 70 sen!! omg, long time ago before any increasing of the price of oil, my motorcycle only needs RM3 and its very full. After several 10 sen, 20 sen....I need RM4 to fill my motorcycle and its not full. But now, I can't imagine how much I have to pump for my motorcycle.

After receive this news, my sis and I quickly participate the campaign "the heir of the dragon (龙的传人-->排长龙)". The queue is damn long! we had waiting more than an hour to pump the oil. Wasting my time! While waiting the queue, many things happened...

1st- the most annoying is, some people jump queue! Suddenly I'm very admire ah peng, she said she will horn if they try to jump in front of us.

2nd- I saw a driver manage to bring his child to pee at the roadside while waiting the queue. So amazing!

3rd- A person walked from the petrol station and stop for watching the child peeing. That person is Fong Poh Teck!! omg, his hair has grew already, I almost can't recognise him.lol.I saw he holding a hard card and I only manage to see the 1st and the last row. " 投国阵,#$!#$,又被骗 (vote BN, #$#%, get cheated again)"

4th- some people too excited, they open their tank's cap early since there is one or two more people to reach their turn. I even saw one kancil try to jump queue but no skill and horned by other people and cannot jump queue. But she doesn't want to leave and just waiting there. I'm wonder how long she plan to wait?

Oil is an sensitive issue in my family. As you know, its very expensive and now...increase even more than the previous. Maybe next time you will saw us ride bicycle to curtin T.T

超感动地。。。

2008-06-05T00:05:00.002+08:00

欢迎你回来！花田少年！！
太感动了，简直是历史性的一刻！
尤其当我把你带回来的时候，
泪都快掉了，
还把不知几时被拿走的《恐怖的晚餐》也带回来了。
放心，我回好好的找个地方把你藏起来，
再也不让你受委屈了。

没有花田少年的日子---->第3日

2008-05-29T23:32:00.004+08:00

王八蛋！死人林猪皮！

看到我的漫画也不会把它偷回来！

想怎样？帮忙一下也不行哦？

害我的漫画还呆在那里被人虐待，

好可怜哦。。。

漫画啊，漫画，

希望你回来时候，

是完完整整地，

我会帮你祈祷的。

picture

2008-05-28T01:06:00.003+08:00

This is the picture used in the intro of presentation.lol. I had edit it before posting it here...

Actually I did not know my groupmate had captured this picture until they put it inside the slide, then, haha.... feel shocked. Got potential to be a paparazzi.

Curious What I'm looking right?

I'm actually looking the workers paint the ceiling of the cafeteria. so nonsense...

BELIEVE IT OR NOT?!

2008-05-27T18:58:00.005+08:00

OMG, I can't believe what I had listened yesterday. Mr. Terrance Tan keep praising me about my presentation part. I thought I'm sucks in the presentation although my group's presentation is the best among this sem for EFDP. He say, I had improved alot compared to the previous presentation, and he is quite suprise and enjoy my presentation very much since I can present my part very technical but not boring. And my whole group, had show a very good teamwork, make him very impressive. Of course, I still need to improve. As my aspected, he say I should SPEAK LOUDER! Each time I'm feel excited, my voice will getting softer and softer =_=! And I had to improve my language and speak more enthusiasm. Again I really really want to thanks to my teammate for teaching me sooo much and cooperate very well. Thanks ya! for giving me such a sweet memory!

Somebody help me!!! I'm getting crazy!!

2008-05-23T15:37:00.012+08:00

Last night, I had done the craziest thing in my life...
Few days ago, Jessica and wen lin invite me to help jing wen celebrate her birthday.
" What? Are u crazy? 12 am? I thought u say 8pm something!!"
"ya, I'm serious, we give her a surprise."
Then, we start to plan....
"Later u pick us to town after the ES lecture, then u go home prepare...."
"Wait!! Do u know where she lives?"
"Er......"(both of them look at each other)
"......(speechless)....."
"omg, dun tell me u don't know where she lives since u want to give her a surprise."
"If I not mistaken...."
Until the end, we still not sure where she live but we still stick to the plan. Actually I don't think is a 'plan' because they don't really plan it.
About 7pm, I finish my ES lecture, I pick all of them to boulevard then I went back to have a bath and bought a cake. After that, I brought them to bintang plaza.
"If I leave the cake in car, will it melt?"(I shouldn't asked)
"Er... maybe will melt EH~"
"oklor, I bring the cake together."(I thought we will go to coffee bean)
"Where are we going?" (going upstair in Bintang Plaza)
"I just want check what movie is release lately"
"oh..."
Outside the Cinema....
"yee~, 9.30 got ironman boh. U GUYS WANT TO WATCH OR NOT?"
".....(speechless)...... Em........Oklor"( I'm holding the cake O_O)
Then, I hold the CAKE went inside the cinema to watch ironman. So embarrass, when I saw the sign 'no outside food'.
After watching the movie, its only 11pm. So we went to coffee bean to wait until 12am. (=_=! finally)
Then, there was 12am. We went to find jing wen's house.
On the way....
"er... i think is there eh~. There meh? not eh~.......%$#$&"
But very soon,we found it! Finally! omg that was the most touching moment T.T
Actually they want to trick jing wen. Make a phone call to call her out but we hide. And then surprised!
But I'm looks like a stupid. We were too happy when we found her house. By the time I want to 'hide' my car, jing wen had saw me and asking me why I keep 'drive in drive out'. (another embarrassing moment)
At last, we went to siamese cafe and celebrate with jing wen. When I reach home, its almost 2.30am. This is the longest time I spent my time with my friend ( broke my record, these girls...ah....really ah...especially that KL girl)
That night, we laugh for whole night, especially me. I dunno why I always the person which everyone sure will laugh at de??
The next day, which is today morning, they decided to go to Grand Palace to eat dim sum and wen lin will 'chia' us. But too bad, I can't wake up on time. I miss it!!! T.T
Anyway, HAPPY 21st YEARS OLD BIRTHDAY, JING WEN!!

Mushroom....yummy.... :p

2008-05-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

haha... actually i grab this pic from sharon's blog. Do u know who is that mushroom?

She is the famous mushroom peng. Each time i saw this pic, i definitely laugh. I like it very much.haha...

So, i want to put this pic in my blog too to share the hapiness with other ppl.lol. ^o^

random

2008-05-20T14:56:00.004+08:00

Finally, my presentation has over. I feel alot of relieve. During the Q&A of the presentation is just like having a war. Dr. Tang shooting us like he got endless bullet. Luckily, all of us are wearing thick bullet proof jacket. He satisfied with our answers. And he likes our group presentation since we can present it quite technically. Actually I don't satisfied with my performance because I aspect someone will ask about the pump which I responsible to, but, all the question asked related to the flood. So, I can only remain silent due to lack of knowledge about the flood and my speaking also not good enough for me to answer the questions. From here, I want to thanks to my groupmate for their excellent performance and teach me alot of things.

Last Friday, I had went back to my secondary school with my friends. We had bought a cake to celebrate teacher's day with the teachers. But I'm so sad, I left earlier to attend my tutorial class. So, I actually did not manage to celebrate the teacher's day with the teacher. That night, ocean and I chat about this topic. I told her how Ah Fong try to hug me. Guess wat she say?lol
ocean: 妈的，如果是我，我扫两巴给她醒阿！
(ma de, if I were u, I will slap her twice to wake her up!)
me? of course lol. HAHAHA..............
Actually, I just tell as a story. I though since ocean got so many friend she sure will say that is very normal. But wat she say is......very suprised me......HAHAHA
No offence ya, Ah Fong. Treat it as jokes k?

没有花田少年的日子---->第2日

2008-05-18T17:48:00.005+08:00

今天，“那人”又来了

只见“ 那人” 有说有笑

显然是忘了我宝贝的事

一瞬间，我的心碎了。

好想念他，失去了，

才知道什么是珍惜。

现在的我，

只能默默的为宝贝祈祷，

希望有朝一日，

能再回到我的身边。

Short post

2008-05-18T16:49:00.009+08:00

Yesterday, I had accept a challenge from my friend. He is so desperate to race DALTONA with my sister and me. Then, we went to boulevard last night just to race. Guess what? He say if he won the first race then no need to race again. But if he lose, we will race for second time. SO KIA SIU!!! And he keep mention that auto is impossible to win the manual car. what the..... As we ascpected, he lose for the first round. My sis get 1st, me 2nd, and he is the LAST!!! and my sis is using auto!!! HAHAHA.... But we lose for second round, he is 1st, I am 2nd(again -_-!) and my sis 3rd.
Thats why don't always look down to other people. When you say auto is impossible to win manual you will lose to auto one day. I forget to ask him how he feel when he lose to the auto for the 1st time. Nvm, I'll ask. Stay tune for the answer.lol.
The contest for the 1st month of the dog's photegenic contest had closed. Omg, so many cute dogs and skillful picture. I'm losing my confidence. Anyway, still want to promote my dog--> LIM BEAR BEAR. PLEASE VOTE FOR HIM. HE IS REALLY CUTE DE!! You can go to http://www.miricommunity.net/viewtopic.php?f=0&t=11182 to vote for him.

LIM BEAR BEAR

U ARE THE BEST!!

p.s: I nearly type " beast " for best.lol.

Mom!! happy mothers day!!!

2008-05-14T00:00:00.011+08:00

Lol. These days are too busy to blog. It's abit late to post the mother's day story but still count rite? My uncle brought us to celebrate mother's day. My mom was suprisingly go with us. She actually very pai seh to go and keep mention the wind had stop can go to work liao.lol. All of us don't care what she said and just brought her to the restaurant. DRAGON SEAFOOD RESTAURANT!!After arrived, the first thing we do is taking photo
me and my mom
Look our Face!!! EXACTLY SAME RITE?
lol.
Me and my sister??!! Waa... looks so delicious.
Fish ah Fish, can I eat you?
wAA....You too....looks so delicious
HAHAHA.... I'm goona eat you!
Nemo kidnapped from sydney

Satay cake for mother's day

Again, happy mother's day to my mom. Although u try to stop me from saving money to buy a house but I'm insist to do so. And you always say you don't want to live with me when I buy a house in the future, but I'm insist too. Otherwise I'll starve to die. So pity... Thats why I don't want to cook. I let you cook for me and train you cook some delicious for me, so you will know how important you are to me. Because I will starve to die without you. I can't live without you.

没有花田少年的日子---->第1日

2008-05-10T03:33:00.001+08:00

今天，和平常一样

依然惦记着他

望着ah peng 的漫画

心里顿时不再平静

为什么

拿走的不是one piece？

为什么

四五百本的漫画

不好看的不拿

偏偏要拿我的珍藏版？

我该遗弃他了吗？

还是继续的等待？

谁可以给我答案....

omg,so stress!!!

2008-05-09T20:59:00.004+08:00

walao, These few days I'm full of works. semester not end yet but i'm had started to plan my holiday =_=! My plan is very simple.....read all the comics and magazines all over again. One by one. waoo, it must be very enjoy. i can't wait, so excited!
Thats what i'm worry just now. Before that i have assingments, presentation, lab repots, quizzes and some more...i guess? but now i'm concentrate on planning my holidays. omg , more stress...
I hope i can get at least 80 for my average, otherwise i can't imagine how my mom laughing at me. I have a bet with my mom.oops....shhhh...i can't tell. haiz...but now i think i had give her a chance to laugh at me...who can save me?? i dun want!!!!
My mom: HAHAHA......(EVILLY)
ME: NOOOO......... %$@%@!!!
(NIGHTMARE)

心疼。。。

2008-05-06T01:51:00.006+08:00

失去了，

才知道痛，

知道吗？

你在我心中，

有着崇高的地位，

伤心的时候，你取悦我

无聊的时候，你陪着我。

不知不觉，

在我的天地里，

你成了我不可缺的元素，

可是，你却离开了我

投入另个人的怀抱，

我试着忘记你，

但我做不到。

我只想向“那人”说

几时把我的漫画还回来!!

深深的怀念着你--->花田少年

take 2.....aaaction!!!!

2008-05-04T16:24:00.018+08:00

Today is take 2 to continue take a shot for the photogenic dog contest. This is the first picture I shot before shooting the dogs. lol. She acts very excited to be shot. So..., oklah, you are the first.

Miss Malaysia though I want to take a shot on her but actuall I'm taking shot on the dog. lol. Trying from different angle but....looks too fat.lol

Then is lion's turn. oops...eyes are close.
Then here comes the devil disturbing.

The second try, better but not the best.lol.
lol.ugly shot... my toes also inside there.
arrgggghhhh.....soooo anoying, another disturbing!!!

tired....sleep a while...shhh..... sooo sweet.....

Finally I took my 'weapon' out--->cat food
look!! how greedy he is..

look so innocent...actually is starring at the cat food.

Finally!! they manage to sit quietly and let me take a shot.

The best picture for Bear Bear.

The last picture and the best....

Help!! find the dog

2008-05-04T16:15:00.001+08:00

Just now I read the forum about the dogs. It mention that this dog lost in Krokop near my house there. Lol. cant saw this dog's face at all how to find? Just llike I post this 'missing notice'.

Missing....

"Help me to find this people!!! , She owes me money!!"

Can u guess who is she?

Dogs again!!

2008-05-04T02:20:00.005+08:00

Few days ago, I saw an advertisement on the newspaper. It is about the contest of the most photogenic dogs.

Then, yesterday afternoon I decided to take few shot on my dogs. Soooo difficult to take a shot for the dogs especially Lim Bear Bear. Keep biting my feet, so painful >_< ! And the grass are very long made my feet very itchy. Miss la kia zha bor also very excited want to take part also. Definitely though I want to feed her. Lol.

Finally I only manage to take this pic which I think is the best. My sis give me a...... dunno wat looks.....must be not satisfied with my "products" :s

Actually little Ocean also want to join the contest but she don't have technique. The photo she shots are not beautiful at all.lol. No need compete with me la, sure lose de.
HAHAHA.....HAHA....HAHAHA....